Wow. Oh wow. It's getting closer to the end of 2019 and I have not posted anything here. Anything.
I've been battling with my own inner soul too hard this year. I've always tried to write something on my head, but they ended up as drafts and I thought "No, it's better left untold. I just cannot share this so just let it be on my own".
I just cannot write as I want. I just cannot speak as I want. To anybody.
I know it's dangerous when you don't know who to trust anymore. But that is what I am facing and feeling at the moment.
Or maybe I had been fighting too far for those who were not worth fighting. Funny. Funny life.
Now I need to understand that I only have to trust God, family, and close friends.